It was sooo years ago since I last wrote something in this blog..While pondering on things today, I remembered this blog. So, I decided to write down some these in this blog today. First, the start of this year (2010), all I thought, was so good..but i was wrong. Many things happened. To start of, my family had to go to another place because our house(which we rented to my aunt for almost 8 years) will undergo renovation. It was just ok for me at first because all i thought, i would enjoy living in another place. But now, as i live to our current house, i can't wait to transfer to another house! the problem is our house now will be our house forever! I mean, it was ok for me to live in a house like this but I hope that in the near future we would be able to fix the things that need to be fixed in it. I wish we could have more space for our belongings..
It was during those times that I was very depressed. Why? because of our dogs. Some might not feel what i was feeling during those times..the feeling of loneliness and pity for the dogs..Imagine, I was with them during my childhood days. They were part of those good times and bad times in my life. i was with them for about 8 years..They were like my sisters..I would try to tell to you what really happened to them..It was May 1 in the afternoon when we got them from our old house. While we were in our new house, they were in the old house because we can't find a place for them. They were in the old house for almost 2 weeks. We soo love them that we gave them their meals even if they were in that house. We cant leave them just like that..Then, my mom so love the dog just like how much i love them so on May 1, we got them from there. They were so dirty so we decided to clean them..I was so happy at that time..holding their bodies and all that..May2 came and I went out to MOA and watch the mall show of my favorite artist, Johan Santos..I already got home at 9pm..When i got home, I curious why I haven't seen the two dogs so i asked my mother.. She told me that they're gone..I was shocked..It was like there, yesterday, i saw them and I was very happy yesterday but, After I heard it, I started to cry..
That night, I wasn't able to fall asleep..Whenever I tried to sleep, my thoughts about where are our dogs, are they ok things always got into my mind..I would never forget them and i swear i won't attempt to get a dog again..Becuase I know that if again, I would have a dog and that situation comes again, I would blame myself for not having enough courage to save them..
So there, I just wish that the following months would bring me good luck..I should now finish writing these things..I will try again to write a blog maybe tomorrow or if I'm not busy in school or work(part-time)..K, see you again bloggy!!
It was during those times that I was very depressed. Why? because of our dogs. Some might not feel what i was feeling during those times..the feeling of loneliness and pity for the dogs..Imagine, I was with them during my childhood days. They were part of those good times and bad times in my life. i was with them for about 8 years..They were like my sisters..I would try to tell to you what really happened to them..It was May 1 in the afternoon when we got them from our old house. While we were in our new house, they were in the old house because we can't find a place for them. They were in the old house for almost 2 weeks. We soo love them that we gave them their meals even if they were in that house. We cant leave them just like that..Then, my mom so love the dog just like how much i love them so on May 1, we got them from there. They were so dirty so we decided to clean them..I was so happy at that time..holding their bodies and all that..May2 came and I went out to MOA and watch the mall show of my favorite artist, Johan Santos..I already got home at 9pm..When i got home, I curious why I haven't seen the two dogs so i asked my mother.. She told me that they're gone..I was shocked..It was like there, yesterday, i saw them and I was very happy yesterday but, After I heard it, I started to cry..
That night, I wasn't able to fall asleep..Whenever I tried to sleep, my thoughts about where are our dogs, are they ok things always got into my mind..I would never forget them and i swear i won't attempt to get a dog again..Becuase I know that if again, I would have a dog and that situation comes again, I would blame myself for not having enough courage to save them..
So there, I just wish that the following months would bring me good luck..I should now finish writing these things..I will try again to write a blog maybe tomorrow or if I'm not busy in school or work(part-time)..K, see you again bloggy!!
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